{"id":284,"date":"2011-07-17T16:57:00","date_gmt":"2011-07-17T20:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/2011\/07\/17\/floating-in-a-lake-of-pain\/"},"modified":"2011-07-17T16:57:00","modified_gmt":"2011-07-17T20:57:00","slug":"floating-in-a-lake-of-pain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/2011\/07\/17\/floating-in-a-lake-of-pain\/","title":{"rendered":"floating in a lake of pain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/pearlpirie\/5947517005\/\" title=\"floating in a lake of pain by pesbo, on Flickr\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm7.static.flickr.com\/6139\/5947517005_f4215780b4.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"278\" alt=\"floating in a lake of pain\"><\/a><br \/>the massage therapy helped me feel more towards human.<\/p>\n<p>I can ignore and screen out a lot until it shuts me down. <\/p>\n<p>pain is just a sensation. nausea is an ornery sensation I can&#039;t screen out. <\/p>\n<p>exhaustion and blare blurt of weepy brain is just an impediment that is sporadic. <\/p>\n<p>I become an unreliable narrator of whatever I perceive, can see my own skew darkening. I hate that. <\/p>\n<p>I&#039;m pruned and am done with it now.<\/p>\n<p>My <a href=\"http:\/\/serendip.brynmawr.edu\/exchange\/node\/342\">pain threshold<\/a> is low and dropping innocuous gestures and movements give an inordinate tiredness. there&#039;s general fatigue, ache, tenderness and pains taking turns at most of me. <\/p>\n<p>Take that body. I see your pain and raise you 2 tylenol, 1 anti-histamine and 2 bowls of chocolate ice cream.<\/p>\n<p>bother x \u2192 \u221e. <\/p>\n<p>the lighting symbols have prescience. some of the joint jobbies was barometric pressure drop. bang up lighting storm.<\/p>\n<p>329-365<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the massage therapy helped me feel more towards human. I can ignore and screen out a lot until it shuts me down. pain is just a sensation. nausea is an ornery sensation I can&#039;t screen out. exhaustion and blare blurt of weepy brain is just an impediment that is sporadic. I become an unreliable narrator [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-284","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/284","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=284"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/284\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=284"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=284"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pearlpirie.com\/pearlessence\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=284"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}