Cameron’s Apt 9 Press has 7 left and I have several as well.

If you haven’t already, watch the whole presentation at the Nelson Ball Prize site.
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Cameron’s Apt 9 Press has 7 left and I have several as well.

If you haven’t already, watch the whole presentation at the Nelson Ball Prize site.
In 2022 I did 11 book reviews, interviewed 63 poets, read 266 titles and finished writing one book 3x so far. I have done 12 “loved then, loved now” poems on this pesbo blog and #TodaysPoem on Instagram 72 times.
Of books read, there’s what I thought was amazing, and then there’s what I found dull in bits but key and useful in other. That doesn’t get reflected in ratings. It’s what makes desire hard to drop into a pie chart. Or even a Venn diagram.
This year I started to mark books read as memorable. Some books I’d previously given 5 stars to in the rush of being in the book, then I walk away and 6 months later, remember nothing. But perhaps it tectonically shifted my unconscious. It’s all a bit of a moving target to say what’s worthwhile. What you need to take in, vs. what takes you in, what deflects where you’re going and what you sink into. It’s pretty philosphical.
Jacob Collier in conversation with Eric Whitacre, VC6 Live, 2020, 05-11 gets into some discussion of finding what matters, what resonates, what is necessary and Collier says at one point,
If you believe something. If you think this is right,
Jacob Collier
it makes you smaller until you learn to read
the resistance and travel with the friction
that is created when you put a straight line in your life
or a process. It [a straight line] changes you.
If you go this way, the way is blocked.
What is true or honest is dynamic. The process of creation for him is considering what would be characteristic of what I would automatically do and then, do the other thing. “How can I outgrow this choice?” is a guiding idea to see what more is possible.
Interesting ideas. (I suppose I should put this on SubStack but maybe I’ll point instead. )
So far as keeping records of what I read and the process of reading, I am getting more comfortable with dropping a book and not dragging my eyes across what I don’t understand or don’t “get”. I want to stretch-reading but not read and report reading that I didn’t actually get. Sometimes the timing is wrong and I return in 2 years, or 5 or, 12, and I’m exactly in the position to receive and readyl
My bell curve is all crunched. I love a lot of my read books proportionally.
The books I thought were outstanding this year is a lot. You know the expression you may not remember the words used but you know how they made you feel.
New poetry books of 2021-2022:
New fiction and non-fiction books of 2021-2022
Backlist:
The 2022 Nelson Ball Prize will be announced Friday, Dec 30 at 9 a.m. ET via a recorded presentation on YouTube. Enjoy readings by the shortlisted authors and news about Nelson’s legacy. Stay tuned!
As I mentioned in a previous post, I do an analysis of what I consume each year to be accountable to myself and see patterns I want to change. (Be the change.) This tracking allows me to identify trends and gaps. From this I can direct my reading and intentions for the future.


By default the easiest books to find are by white, abled, straight, middle class, English people. You have to make an effort to read anything else. I was pushing myself to read more indigenous voices but I fell down in reading Black voices.
Traditionally I read more male than female. I was on the lookout for trans and non-binary writers.

Overall, this year I read more titles than any year on record, certainly since my concussion. In 2015 I came close with 216 books read but this year at 266 was a lot even for me. They were not all book-books. I didn’t count the children’s books I read but I did count chapbooks.

Half of what I read was poetry and of that, a quarter were chapbooks. Poetry tends to be physically slim but can be conceptually and emotionally weightier.
On average, it worked out to a 138 page length per book, but novels averaged 300 pages and memoirs averaged 224 pages. Poetry averaged 86 pages with a minimum of 8 pages and maximum of 480 pages.

Poetry, Novels and Memoir comprised nearly 80% of all the reads finished. (I have 2 dozen partly read titles spilling over into the next year.)
Half the time I was reading newly published things, the vow to read classics having slipped off somewhere. In my defence there is so much excellent writing being done and poetry of our own zeitgeist is more interesting than something in a context before my birth, which is also more likely to be formal, racist and sexist.

Where do all these books come from? (A phrase often heard about the house.)
The biggest source is the library but of those that stay, direct from the publisher. Or from a used book store. Or a review copy. These four sources accounts for half of them. My Amazon buys are down. Free downloads, such as from the Haiku Foundations, are up.
I got 16 from an indie bookstore. It was more bought, but I have a box and a few stacks in my To Be Read piles. I have 12 books that I got direct from the author, my fav place, to put cash directly into a writer’s hands.

Something else new in trends is reading aloud to each other more than any other year. My partner and I read almost a book a week aloud to each other. 45 books, mostly memoirs or sci-fi.
This is the first year I’ve tracked rereads so I don’t have comparative data but I can say I re-read 24 titles this year, so close to 10%.
Reading in French is slow for me and it fell off over the year. I only read 6 books in French in 2022, but a good one. “La route des oiseaux de mer” of Hélène Leclerc won Honourable Mention in the Prix André-Duhaime pour les livres et plaquettes (chapbooks) du haïku francophone.
I’d like to read more science. I read articles but not books. From looking at this year, I decide that for 2023 I want to set the goals of more science, more stretch of reading in French, more BIPOC writers, more queer writers, more books in translation, more stories by disabled writers, and more re-reading to dive deeper.
Coming up: my fav reads!
EARLY IN THE MORNING
Li-Young Lee in Rose (BOA, 1986)
While the long grain is softening
in the water, gurgling
over a low stove flame, before
the salted Winter Vegetable is sliced
for breakfast, before the birds,
my mother glides an ivory comb
through her hair, heavy
and black as calligrapher’s ink.
She sits at the foot of the bed.
My father watches, listens for
the music of comb
against hair.
My mother combs,
pulls her hair back
tight, rolls it
around two fingers, pins it
in a bun to the back of her head.
For half a hundred years she has done this.
My father likes to see it like this.
He says it is kempt.
But I know
it is because of the way
my mother’s hair falls
when he pulls the pins out.
Easily, like the curtains
when they untie them in the evening.
I saw him read this at Dodge Poetry Fest. The slow cadence imbued with humility and vulnerability.
These exquisitely tender moments, these carefully tended to everyday beauties given love syllable by syllable.
It seems much of American poetry is better at it, while Canadian poetry is more bent towards dissonant traumatized cacophony. Perhaps also it was more common in the previous century as an acceptable expression, to be timeless and bound inside a lovely moment.