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2025 Self-Audit

The complement to mindful living is mindful reading. 

I want to learn from what I read. I want to see what others have seen. I want to consciously read what is not standard culture fare. Something more offbeat or deep. I want to learn storytelling and cultural terraforming. 

I leaned more into sci-fi this year. Shocking no one, over half of titles read were poetry but less science and less memoirs, more novels this year. I completed none in French but 9 in translation.

I think I mentioned 49% of what I finished reading was free by library, little free libraries, free downloads, gifts or review copies. This tracking takes credence from the theory that elves sneak books in while I sleep.

In 2025, I read 110 pages on the average day. 

That works out to a book or chapbook every couple days. Although some I picked away at for years, like Bly’s Inferno, And In His Hand a Burning Coal by klikandtuna (AO3, 2025) and Are we meant to read the footnotes by RiaTheDreamer (AO3, 2025).

And some I blast through, like a bunch of Sydney Rye Mysteries and a Louise Penny. 

I read about the usual number of pages as usual for most of the last 5 years, a little lower than the high of 42,000, a little higher than the usual 33,000.

32 were re-reads this year, compared to 24 last year.

I read 72% on paper. (Up from 63% last year). 

Half were published in 2024 or 2025. I didn’t consciously aim to push into classics this year. 

Titles were 143 pages long on average, with range from 8 pages to 1200, with 75 titles being chapbooks.

We read 46 books aloud, so a few fewer than one a week last year. 

I just started tracking British books. For the previous dozen years it was American, Canadian or Other. In rough measure, half were Canadian, a quarter American, a tenth from the UK and the rest other or unknown. I have learned to automatically cub reading American by default. I tried to read what was blank, a stretch or opaque to me, not going so far as to read financial or sports. We have to be reasonable about pushing comfort zones, yes?

Slightly more female at 48% female, 44% male, the remainder multiple or non-binary. 9% queer. 10% BIPOC authors. (Although with AO3 I don’t know gender, sexuality, place, or race.) 

I’m in a privileged spot to go to book fairs, to go direct to authors and publishers, and to have an option to review things.

As far as favs, that’s a hard call. I mentioned some in an earlier post or two. I did a round up on substack icymi, but there’s also a heap of ones I’d read again, or refer to. Divergent Paths: Family Histories of Irish Immigrants in Britain, 1820-1920 by John Herson (Manchester University Press, 2015), A “Working Life” by Eileen Myles (Grove, 2023), anus porcupine eyebrow by Gary Barwin (Paper Kite Press, 2009), The Masters of Sex: The Life and Times of William Masters and Virginia Johnson, the couple who taught America how to Love by Thomas Maier (Basic Books, 2009), Code Talker: The first and only memoir by one of the original Navajo code talkers of WWII by Chester Nez with Judith Schiess Avila (Penguin, 2011), and Screaming Obscenities at the Sky by Christian McPherson (At Bay Press, 2025),

I was better at dropping books that weren’t holding a spell for whatever reason. Thus I have no books I’d rank 0-2 stars from 5.

I read 18 history and memoir. I read more haiku than usual for me, 25 books or chapbooks.

I start 2026 reading 9 books in parallel.

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And because someone on bluesy asked my rate of writing…I figured that out.

Some of you may recall I used to calculate poem writing rates but a poem is tricky. It can be 6 words or 12 pages, which break apart and merge so as moving targets are hard to quantify even impressionistically. What does “finished” even mean? At scale of line, or poem or manuscript..? A month’s line, now that’s clear.

Poetry written? This shows an advantage of self-audit. January and March have gone astray. Accidentally deleted? That and a decade of photos backed up to one mislaid DVD. Ah well, each year has its losses.

February: 261 words per day

April: 340 words per day

May: 120 words per day

June: 220 words per day

July: 45 words per day

August: 109 words per day

Sept: 213 words per day

Oct: 107 words per day

Nov: 230 words per day

Dec: 163 words per day

That averages 181 words added to poetry files daily, almost 66,000 words of new poetry in 2025. I have no idea if there’s a bell curve to fit that against. 

I have a lot to revise and send out. (I detest the word submit.) I’d like to get a few in the can for future.  After all, Octavia E. Butler died frighteningly close to my current age. If there’s a time for sharing, it’s while alive…

HNY

On New Year’s Eve, the Times Square Ball drops for only 60 seconds over a measly 139 feet. What if we extrapolated from that and covered the entire year? Enter the Infinite Ball Drop.

Tomorrow is an another day a new year.

They warned me of this in primary school music class; in Joni Mitchell’s Circle Game. Time speeds up. Cartwheels turn to cartwheels through the town.

People have been piling on to post their end of year reading lists. I do this every few weeks at instagram. I listed some of my favs, but want to amalgamate that and stats into one post. Maybe add snazzy book covers. Maybe tomorrow.

Fav Reads 2025, Addendum

Still a couple days left to read but I’m adding to best of list now,

The Garbage Poems by Anna Swanson, illustrated by April White (Brick Books, 2025) which gave so many aha moments on chronic illness and concussion, and consumer culture, and pure amazement at her rendering poems from trash container text.

and from backlist titles,

But Then I Thought by Kyla Houbolt (above/ground, 2023) which impels me to buy her book too. What a crisp, alert alive mind!

New York 2140 by Kim Stanley Robinson (Orbit, 2017) which apparently people know about and love. Onto The Ministry for the Future next.

And for cozy reads, fluffy romance comedy, Christmas in the Scottish Highlands by Donna Ashcroft (Bookouture, 2021) which I encountered in a Little Free Library. She’s got something like 18 novels published. Such a fun one.

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I will probably update my year’s stats since I might still finish 2 more books before NYE.

I won’t make it through Ireland’s Welcome to the Stranger (Annotated): or, an excursion through Ireland, in 1844 & 1845, for the purpose of personally investigating the condition of the poor by Asenath Nicholson. Although I did splurge on it, finally. (It dropped from twenty odd dollars for digital to six.) I had read the rather generous length of sample early in the year. Fascinating stuff.

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I don’t know that I got any usable photos from the PFYC reading, it being dark and me lurking at the back. But it was a cheerful night. It haunts me Michelle asking, (I paraphrase) do we not all write poetry from love? I and one other voice said yes. Did people in the front nod or is it a way minority position?

Fav Reads 2025

The top 10 and the top 2 dozen of the year. Some of these were really tight calls. And a have a dozen still underway that I may finish this year. Could happen.

2025 Poetry:

Toward an Origin Story by Laurie D Graham (Model Press, 2025)
Seed Beetle by Mahaila Smith (Stelliform Press, 2025)
Hawk & Moon by Han VanderHart (Bottlecap Press, 2025)

2025 Essay:

No straight road takes you there by Rebecca Solnit (Haymarket, 2025)

2025 Novels:

The Undercutting of Rosie and Adam by Megan Bannen (Orbit, 2025)
We Could be Rats by Emily Austin (Simon & Schuster, 2025)

2025 Fan Fiction:

Daily Affirmations by Raxacoricofallapatoriusrulez (AO3, 2025) [Prodigal Son]
The Earthbound Chronicles by Regal_Beezer (AO3, 2025) [Good Omens]
Are we meant to read the footnotes by RiaTheDreamer (AO3, 2025) [Good Omens]

2025 Kids Book:

A Home for Spark the Dragon by Michael Sheen and Jess Webb, Illus by Sarah Massini (Penguin, 2025)

2 dozen “Backlist” Favs

Poetry:

Gay Girl Prayers by Emily Austin (Brick, 2024)
To Assemble an Absence by John Levy (above/ground, 2024)
Sweet Vinegars: poems of wildflowers by Claudia Radmore (Shoreline, 2024)
Heliotropia: poems by Manahil Bandukwala (Brick, 2024)
Slowly Turning by Marco Fraticelli (Yarrow Press, 2024)
Small Arguments: poems
by Souvankham Thammovongsa (M&S, 2003, 2023)
A “Working Life” by Eileen Myles (Grove, 2023)
Notes on Drowning by rob mclennan (Broken Jaw Press, 1998)
still the dead trees: haiku by Robert Piotrowski (Red Moon Press, 2017)
The Weight of Oranges: poems by Anne Michaels (M&S, 1997)

Essays:

From Desire Without Expectation by Jacob Wren (above/ground, 2024)
Hope in the Dark: Untold Histories, Wild Possibilities by Rebecca Solnit (Haymarket Books, 2004, 2016)
The Myth of Normal: Trauma, Illness and Healing in a Toxic Culture by Gabor Maté with Daniel Maté (Alfred A. Knopf, 2022)

Fan fiction:

Sky Clear Blue by klikandtuna (AO3, 2024)
Find Every Sky by klikandtuna/Steph (AO3, 2024)
Old Vines by Sevdrag (AO3, 2021)

Short Stories:

Nothing Without Us Too, ed. by Cait Gordon and Talia C. Johnson (Renaissance Press, 2022)

Novels:
Everyone in this room will someday be dead by Emily Austin (Simon & Schuster, 2021)
Lady Chatterley’s Lover by D.H. Lawrence (Doubleday, 1928)
Looking for Her by Carolyn Marie Souid (Baraka Books, 2024)
Undefeated: Sydney Rye Mysteries, book 15 by Emily Kimelman (EK, 2022)
The Undermining of Twyla and Frank by Megan Bannen (Orbit, 2024)
2312 by Kim Stanley Robinson (Orbit, 2012)

History:
Divergent Paths: Family Histories of Irish Immigrants in Britain, 1820-1920 by John Herson (Manchester University Press, 2015)

What was my favourites before? Favourites in 2015.

My fav reads of 2006.

I use inconsistent terms so a bit hard for even me to dig out posts.